i can’t handle people staring.
i know i’m unattractive
and fat
and pale.
please stop looking at me.
- summer for normal people: bikinis, sunbathing, ice cream, parties, loud music, shirtless boys, the beach and swimming pools
- summer for me: scars getting lighter, looking fat in shorts, ew screen glare, the inability to wear baggy clothes and my parents nagging at me to socialise



